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Post by Horse on Sept 11, 2014 19:31:05 GMT
Sadie closed her eyes when his back was turned to her, and she let out a sharp sigh. Everything was so jumbled in her mind. It was like everything after that say was broken up into a tiny million pieces of a puzzle, and half of them lost. She had random memories bouncing around in her head, but they had no name or place or time. It was like she was looking at fragments of someone else's life. This wasn't her own. This, combined with her injuries meant that she was in a lot of pain. She twisted slightly, nose wrinkling and her hands clenching in and out of fists. If she could have crawled out of her skin, she would have.
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Post by Spotify on Sept 13, 2014 0:16:10 GMT
-twiddles thumbs
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Post by Story on Sept 13, 2014 4:42:20 GMT
[Ack. Do you want Aiden or someone to find Hope?]
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Post by Horse on Sept 13, 2014 4:52:55 GMT
[hey guys  ] |
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Post by Story on Sept 13, 2014 6:22:11 GMT
[hmm...I really have no idea where to go with this...]
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Post by Horse on Sept 13, 2014 6:39:50 GMT
[going to see nothern lights. Will respond and figure something out later tonight]
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Post by Horse on Sept 14, 2014 2:35:33 GMT
After Adam had come to visit after Sadie initially woke up, she had been moved to a hospital only 15 minutes outside of the Cross. It'd been nearly a month and a half since there, and Sadie had been getting progressively better, if only slowly. She could sit all the way, and wheel herself in a wheelchairs when out in the halls, but she had almost zero mobility of her legs. She'd been assured, even though her back injury was severe, that she would most likely walk again. There was only a slight chance she would be stuck in a wheel chair all of her life. The jockey clung to that notion, because it scared the hell out of her knowing she might have to be wheeled around until she died.
Ever so slowly, the sparkle in her eye was shining, even though it was dim. A faint shade of red had returned to her cheeks, and she was becoming strong and stronger with every passing day. The one thing that seemed not to return was her memory. She'd been told the basics of what had happened the past three years. The marriage, the kid, the divorce. But it was as foreign as some stranger's life. It wasn't her own. She was so confused all the time, and the one thing that gnawed at her was the sudden self hatred. She loathed herself because she had left Adam. How could she have been so so stupid? She felt ashamed and so, so guilty when she was around him, even if she didn't remember what she had done.
The memory loss has been a complete and utter oddity to her doctors. She hadn't sustained anything more than a slight concussion from the racing accident, yet, she couldn't remember anything about it or the three years leading up to the event. They speculated that it was a form of PTSD, that she was suppressing the traumatic accident, and it somehow affected the rest. When they had seen this, it was normally the victim had only forgotten the accident, and maybe a few hours to a few days leading up to it. Sadie's on the other hand, was a much more serious incident.
The jockey was just a few days away from being allowed to go home. She had utter mixed feelings about it, because she didn't really know what classified as home anymore. Apparently, it meant a place with a toddler she didn't recognize outside of the frustrating familiarity of her, and an ex husband she didn't remember divorcing, let alone marrying. Yet, she was so tired of staring a blank, white walls, and the ever present smell of sterilization clinging to her nose. She wanted out, just to anywhere other than Cross.
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Post by Story on Sept 14, 2014 4:10:53 GMT
I still just don't know what to do with all of this...]
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Post by Horse on Sept 14, 2014 11:28:36 GMT
[erm...]
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Post by Spotify on Sept 14, 2014 17:56:17 GMT
I dunno. I don't want to bother y'all.
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Post by Amber on Sept 14, 2014 23:55:32 GMT
I'm soooo sorry for not being on, but I've been sooo busy, and for the longest time, this website wasn't working for me and it was just blank. xc
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Post by Horse on Sept 15, 2014 3:32:43 GMT
[hey Ambs and Spots I don't know what to tell you story...] |
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Post by Story on Sept 15, 2014 4:56:50 GMT
[No, you're not bothering me, Spots! Horse, I wanna RP, I just don't really know what to do with Adam when it comes to Sadie...I mean, I feel like someone else should do something for once. It's literally always Adam interacting with her.]
[Welcome back, Amber!]
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Post by Amber on Sept 15, 2014 15:47:29 GMT
Thanks<3 I'm glad I can be back.
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Post by Toothless on Sept 15, 2014 18:34:43 GMT
hey guys
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