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Post by Toothless on Oct 19, 2014 4:39:55 GMT
/watches
I can RP if y'all want
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Post by Spotify on Oct 24, 2014 20:05:05 GMT
Meep.
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Post by Spotify on Nov 3, 2014 18:06:07 GMT
I miss yall and I miss rping
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Post by Toothless on Nov 4, 2014 4:26:01 GMT
me too </3
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Post by Story on Nov 4, 2014 19:52:07 GMT
Miss you, too, Spots.
Unfortunately, I just don't know what to do with Cross anymore.
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Post by Spotify on Nov 5, 2014 22:51:14 GMT
I agree. I miss everyone. Everyone we lost in the move over here and everyone who's left. I miss Leo and Heather. II miss the glory days. And yeah lol
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Post by Story on Nov 6, 2014 2:30:29 GMT
Leo is on tumblr. I follow her there and I'm friends with her on Snapchat, but we don't really talk. I asked her a while ago if she still talked to Heather and she said not really. Haven't heard from Misty for almost a year. That's about it, I guess.
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Post by Toothless on Nov 11, 2014 6:03:01 GMT
hmm
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Goldie
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The year is one thousand nine hundred and forty and something. Isn't. Right.
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Post by Goldie on Nov 28, 2014 1:20:49 GMT
I love you guys. I'm sorry.
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Post by Story on Nov 28, 2014 20:10:04 GMT
What're you sorry about, Goldie?
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Post by Toothless on Nov 29, 2014 4:12:42 GMT
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Goldie
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The year is one thousand nine hundred and forty and something. Isn't. Right.
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Post by Goldie on Dec 4, 2014 18:49:27 GMT
Not being active... I've been so busy with my classes and theatre and an my duell enrollment class. I'm taking ENC 1101 which is freshman college English and my teacher is only there two or three out of the five school days in a week and she doesn't even teach us like she is suppose to be and my final paper I due Saturday and I cant submit it until she sits down with me and goes over it with me and she won't because SHE ISNT EVER IN CLASS.
Guys I started cutting arms... it wasn't pretty. My best friend saw them one day and was just like 'you shouldn't do that' before teasing me when I asked for a band aid from the teacher to cover the cuts. I'm havig anxiety attacks and they don't last for just thirty minutes. I had one that lasted from 12am to 3am. I can't stop shaking or puking and I cant breathe and my mom wont listn when Iell her I have anxiety. MY mom takes anxiety medication I thought she would understand.
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Post by Story on Dec 5, 2014 5:58:13 GMT
Oh...goldie. God, Goldie. Panic attacks aren't fun. Hon, cutting isn't going to help you though. Believe me, it won't. Things are rough for you right now, they suck, but things will get better, I promise. Sometimes, it takes a little while for things to start looking up, but cutting isn't going to do anything but remind you of the bad days. There are alternatives. If you want to feel something, hold an ice cube in your fist. Draw on your arms with red marker. Don't cut, please. As for the anxiety, all i can offer is breathing exercises and look into maybe some lavender tea or a lavender-stuffed pillow that you can put in the microwave. The smell is pretty helpful when it comes to anxiety. It's one of the few things that helps me with my anxiety when all else fails. Aromatherapy. For breathing exercises: Breathe in, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 Hold 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 Breathe out, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 Repeat that for a few minutes until your heart rate slows back down. Snapchat me and I'll talk to you. Message me on facebook or ask for my phone number and call if you need someone to talk to. Just know that I'm here and I understand and I care so much about you and you shouldn't cut. You shouldn't feel ashamed that things are rough or that you're having anxiety attacks. That's not fair about your mom. My mom didn't believe that I had anxiety until I had an attack in front of her, because she didn't want to believe that her daughter might not be as strong as she thought. Honey, you are strong and beautiful and smart and you deserve the best. Try to talk to her, but proceed with caution if that also triggers your anxiety. Perhaps ask if you can see a psychologist, or, if your mother won't allow that, speak to a trusted teacher or school counselor. Just know that I'm here for you, Goldie, and that I care, alright? <3 This site is also kind of helpful when my thoughts are racing and I can't breathe. I don't use it nearly as much as I should, but it's been so helpful to me in the past. Check each of the rooms out. They're wonderful and the site is just so amazing. thequietplaceproject.com/ |
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Post by Spotify on Dec 6, 2014 4:10:28 GMT
Golds, i love you! :c im so sorry sweetie...
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Goldie
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The year is one thousand nine hundred and forty and something. Isn't. Right.
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Post by Goldie on Dec 8, 2014 1:42:28 GMT
Thanks guys <3 I love you all too. I found a really good breathing exercise that's breathe in 4, hold 7, and let out 8. I've tried talking to her before but she's just shrugged. I'll snapchat you Story.
Can we RP? I've missed it.
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